• your past never leaves you

    April 23, 2006    I cut my hair! Over 7 inches of it! Saturday morning I woke up with an urge for change. These past few weeks I’ve been training hard, working hard and…

    April 22, 2006
  • Your past never leaves you –

    April 23, 2006   I cut my hair! Over 7 inches of it! Saturday morning I woke up with an urge for change. These past few weeks I’ve been training hard, working hard and…

    April 22, 2006
  • Stopping forces you to look..

    April 18, 2006 Tuesday night – wow! I usually finish this by Sunday or Monday at the latest. Times are going by faster and days seem busier…while I’ve been maintaining this journal for over…

    April 19, 2006
  • every day is a new battle..

    March 27, 2006               “Every Day is a New Battle.” I have that quote plastered on my bathroom mirror so I am reminded each day that it doesn’t matter what I did yesterday,…

    March 28, 2006
  • one year defined.

    March 19, 2006   In 2 days it will be this website’s one year anniversary! Wow, my journals have definitely changed since I first began with a simple paragraph expressing how learning about you…

    March 20, 2006
  • courage to desire

    March 13, 2006 This past weekend was my sister, Christine’s 24th birthday. It was a great celebration to be close to my family once again..the way we were when we were little children. I…

    March 14, 2006
  • false images.

    March 5, 2006 This weekend was the Arnold Classic – while Louis and I weren’t able to attend, we did spend some time discussing our views on the industry. One of my favorite competitors,…

    March 6, 2006
  • one step closer

    February 27, 2006 I just got home from a dinner with my good friend Mark Sackett and Im nibbling on some peanut butter! This past week Ive been doing a lot of celebrating, dancing,…

    February 28, 2006
  • addicted to pain.

    February 20, 2006 One of the worst things to experience in life is experiencing pain deeper than what any physical element can impact upon you. Throughout my young existence, while I was raised in…

    February 21, 2006
  • who are you.

    February 6, 2006 I feel absolutely un-inspired to write this week. Lately I’ve been reading…thinking…writing…reflecting and living. Usually if I don’t complete an entry by Sunday, I finish by Monday. It is now Monday…

    February 7, 2006