November 27, 2006 When I was young I always detested celebrating my birthday. Each year, I’d continue my ongoing childhood contemplations as to why I was born, why people died and why life was tragically unfair. The day of my birth was a personal recognition of an un-ending quench to ‘figure out’ my reason for existing and this year was no different. The days leading up to my 26th year created feelings of uneasiness and mental discomfort once again. For…
courage to desire
March 14, 2006March 13, 2006 This past weekend was my sister, Christine’s 24th birthday. It was a great celebration to be close to my family once again..the way we were when we were little children. I come from a very beautiful, tight knit family. My sister’s are two of the most beautiful women I know.and that humbles me. It humbled me as the eldest sister growing up in a family full of head strong, confident, outspoken girls and it humbles me today…
happy hunting.
January 2, 2006January 1, 2006 Happy New Year!!!! Louis and I were planning to spend the New Years with a romantic dinner in San Francisco and a gathering with friends in a downtown apartment later but at 7pmafter he showed up in a non-matching outfit and flowers for dinner we decided to take an impromptu drive to Sacramento to share the new year with my family at my grandparents house party. After shopping for a new dress and spending an hour getting…
re-writing history
June 7, 2005June 6, 2005 Right now I am typing on my dad’s work computer….he works for SFPD as a Sargeant and lives in San Francisco part time. (But not with me I try to see him by making him and his co-workers dinner sometimes on Sundays and sometimes during the week. As a child, I never got to spend a lot of time with him because he was always busy with work, commuting and doing ‘whatever parents do’ that distract them…
power of love.
May 6, 2005May 5, 2005 So it’s been a hard week for me. My mother had heart problems while she was visiting the east coast…those who know me, knows that I am very close to my mother. I am very protective of her well being and health. Seeing her suffer from health related diseases growing up made me so passionate about seeking the solutions. That’s what love does to you…I am serious. Another event also happened recently in my life as well… I spent the last few…