December 26, 2005
Merry Christmas Everyone!
This is an extra special journal entry because I’m going through a huge settling phase: where I am coming to terms with everything that has happened in my life this year: all my personal experiences, physical battles all the people who have come in and out of my life…it has definitely been a very, very, long year.
This week I am settling…meaning that I am coming into myself I am reflecting on past events, revisiting old wounds and recreating a new year by reinventing who I am yesterday and into who I want to become tomorrow.
In this process of personal invention I am re-establishing my life goals: what I want to achieve professionally, personally, physically, spiritually and intellectually. I am creating action plans for each and re-defining old habits.
Right now I am poised to attack. I almost feel like I’m standing in the middle of a still lake watching life pass me by watching people act and react watching how I have behaved in those same situations. I stand and I watch and I wait and I wait and I wait…
…waiting to let my spirit move me and when I begin to move I know that I will begin to make ripples through my action. Right now, I know that those in my presence can feel my spiritual preparation with the small blow of waves created by my heart beating and my breath rhythmically preparing for execution.
2006 is going to be a great year. I encourage all you reading to create a timeline of your life and figure out what wave you are sailing on because the only way to know where you are is to know where you have been…once you discover where you have been you find perception of where you can go with the power created in your present, personal survival.
We are all winners. We are all survivors. We are all heroes of our own cause. I am settling right now getting adjusted with the new me the me that didn’t exist in December 2004and the me that will arrive in December 2006. Next week, I will provide all of y’all with my game plan. Happy Last Week of 2005 Everyone.