November 28, 2007
I celebrated my 27th birthday on Monday. I don’t feel old nor young.
I feel like I haven’t fully settled since the road trip last week. While I am usually an action oriented person, I feel like Ive been
stalling in that department as I haven’t been writing a lot, reading enough, working as hard or training intensely.
Now while there is some truth to that perspective, there is also a bias perception of my reality influencing those statements and as I write I know this is a strength/weakness Ive continued to battle with my entire life….
As I prayed in church the morning of my birthday, I started streaming tears of gratitude. To live another year to experience it with people have supported me my entire life to be bestowed innate gifts to connect, to discern, to understand and to communicate through a written word, a conversation, a smile
I know there is a purpose why we all exist why I exist and yet
As my eyes brimmed with tears, I felt a small pain in my heart – a feeling that has become a friend to me in my 27 years of living.
I felt sadness.
I didn’t feel good enough.
I felt like my existence wasn’t being used to service this world.
I have nothing of great inspiration to share with y’all today. Not even the day of my birth a day that represents the most truest form of creativity, can spark creativity in me right now.
Thank you for reading. God Bless.
Journal Pictures November 27, 2007
10k “Run to Feed the Hungry” Thanksgiving morning. OMG, I was sore all day – I needed Motrin at dinner!
With fellow fitness enthusiast, Sarah Javadinejad
My sister’s oldest girl, Danielle, reminds me of me LOL!
They were so cute playing patty cake
We can always count on Dominic and Angel for help in the kitchen….not! LOL!
We all played games the entire night!
going to the park with the kids… poor Tahjai is smaller than his sisters and is always left behind.
Friday evening babysitting the kids – I lllooooovvvedd the movie, Ratatouille.
With my mother, my grandmother, and my sister at dinner with for my 27th birthday
David surprised me with a homemade cake! As much as I bake and cook for
others, I’ve NEVER had a birthday cake made for me. I was sooo shocked!
The cake was delicious!
I love, love, love all of them!