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I have written poems ever since I was
in 5th Grade. I think it's important for everyone to seek
a creative outlet where they can express their feelings, emotions
and insights about life, love, hope and pain. |
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In
Love With a Stranger
By: Maria Kang April 9, 2005 |
I'm
a dreamer...everyone knows that about me.
And I hope that the man I marry one day knows that I dreamt about
him years before we even met.
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dedicate this poem to my future husband .
You don't know me...but I know you.
I know you know me...but don't know me too.
Because in this world....full of cities
and streets
Both of our paths...haven't allowed us to yet meet.
I know you're a man, filled with emotions and moods.
I know you need shelter, water and food.
I know you'll get excited, when you learn
a new trick.
I know you'll get mean, when you're tired and sick.
I know you'll get obnoxious, when you're drunk and wild.
I know you'll get happy, when we create a small child...
And I know you need arms, when you're livid
and stressed.
I know you need ears, when you're mad and depressed.
I know you need someone who has energy to give.
Someone who can listen, share and forgive.
And I know that you seek love - not because
all people do
I know that you seek it - because you possess it in you.
You - have a love...a love for this Life.
And you want to share it...with a beautiful wife.
When she is tired, or when she is stressed
When she wakes up, and her hair's a mess
You still see the beauty of a woman in Love.
A Woman who makes you believe, in 'something
above'...
Because 'something above' will bring
us to our fate.
I don't know when - not the time nor the date.
But I can't wait to meet you... I can't wait to see you.
I
can't wait to hold you...I can't wait to love you.
And yet I wait now ... and I'm getting prepared
For when the day comes... when I'm no longer scared.
Because then I'll have someone to be by my side.
Be
my companion, my friend and my guide
You don't know me ... but I know a lot about you
And when we finally meet ... you will know me too.
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My
inspiration ...my beautiful Mother, Caroline Aducayen Kang |
A
Soldier of LIFE.
This is my favorite poem, which I wrote
in early January 2005.
I feel
that most people 'sell pieces of their soul' by succumbing to
society's pressure's to accumulate whatever
symbolizes success
and beauty.
I use this poem as my personal, Life's Mission Statement.
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I
am a soldier, a soldier of LIFE.
A soldier who needs, no gun, no knife.
To fight the the evil of the world today.
To fight the serpent in earth's decay.
I
am a soldier and I will die trying.
By winning this war without cheating or lying.
Without taking advantage of what my enemies lack.
Because it is in their weakness, where I will attack.
I
will demolish their anger, their hatred and lust.
By killing them with kindness, understanding and trust.
I will empower their souls, by revealing my pain.
For it is not in my weakness, but my strength they will gain...
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A
Prayer for Tsunami
I think it's so important to remember
that we are all part of the same human family. |
When one of us dies, a part of us dies
too.
Today I grieve for those whose died...
For those who had much to give.
Today I grieve for those whose blood...
Was sacrificed, so that we may live.
Today I grieve for those who cry...
Whose tears have none to blame.
Today I grieve for those who suffer...
Whose lives brings ours to shame.
Today I grieve for those still living...
Whose journey's have only begun.
Whose empty lives...and Hollow Hearts.
Whose souls have come undone...
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Woman Within
I have a very intense spirit, with a heart
only few people are patient enough to discover. This poem depicts
my desire to find authentic people who can find the authenticity
inside of me. |
If only you knew me...You would find what
you want.
A woman of honor... not just someone to
flaunt.
A woman of Power... a woman of Pride.
A woman of Stature... a woman with Stride.
A woman who can command... a crowd in a
room.
A woman who can outshine... the stars and
the moon.
If only you knew me...You'd find the woman
within.
The woman who doesn't care...if she loses
or wins.
When you finally discover, the woman in
me.
Only then you will find...how complete
you will be.
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Eternal
Insomnia.
I wrote this at 3am...in 20 seconds...I
just grabbed a pad of paper next to my bed and tried to manifest
on paper, the feelings of anxiety, frustration and most importantly,
the hunger for life I often feel inside of me. |
When
will I rest, when will I rest?
When
will I past, this life, this test?
When
will I find why my head cannot sleep?
Why
my eyes are so open? Why my brain is so deep?
When
will this eternity of solitude end?
When
will sadness stop being my friend?
When
will I wake and see heaven's door?
When
will I feel no pain, anymore...
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Broken
Child
SometimesI feel like pessimism and
negativity try to destroy my spirit often. I am constantly
battling trying to find the light in anything...whether it
be a personal struggle, a mean person, or an unfamilar place. Most
people seem to challenge my faith by killing my 'hope'
that things can change, people can change...and that inside
everything exists God's fingerprints.
This poem describes that
ongoing struggle. |
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I am sorry
for being who I am...
A girl with a dangerous face.
Whose eyes can see the beauty of life...
In the darkest and scariest place.
Whose soul is open for the world to kill...
To Rapture, to Hunt and Destroy.
Whose soul can still save the weakest of hearts...
In Every boy and girl.
I am sorry for being who I am
A broken child of fate...
A child who still feels that the world is hers-
A Beauty she can create.
I was a given a world- A world full of hate
A world that doesn't want me...
A world I know can find rebirth...
If they could see the world, that I see. |
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Two
Sides of the SUN
I wrote this when I was 15 years old.
I was always fascinated by the contradictory events that occur
in life. This poem desribes the internal peace I was
making with my confusion towards the world. I realized that
with every achievement, there is a failure...and with every love
there existed hate...this poem was written to reconcile the extremes
of both good and evil. |
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As a new born
child... is delivered at birth
A wise old lady... is leaving this earth.
A beautiful red flower... wonderfully blooms.
A beautiful oak tree... is cut down to doom.
A feastful Thanksgiving.... thanking God's deeds.
Yet a Child somewhere... is starving in need.
The Excitement of your new bought car...
An Accident occurring somewhere afar...
Buying more clothes because your style has passed...
A boy's used shoes are not going to last-
When there is a good, there is always some bad.
When there is a happiness, there is always some sad.
When life hands us two lemons....do you know what we do?
We don't make lemonade, we complain it's just two.
And when we're given lemons, more bigger and tough...
We snicker and snare because it's not good enough.
As the morning sun... is shining your bed-
It's also shining a street kids poor head.
As wasted vegetables...are thrown in the trash-
A poor hard working farmer is trying to earn some cash.
As a teen is yelling... because he has to stay home-
An abandoned child is crying alone.
As a happy young baby...learns how to walk-
A paralyzed old man can barely talk.
As kids rebell...because their parents show care-
Other kids are hiding, from abusive parents so scared.
There is a point... when war comes to a halt.
There is an answer... when no one's at fault.
There is a moment... when night meets day.
There is a truce... when a cat and dog plays.
There is a day... when two enemies forgive...
These are the times... we should look for....and Live. |
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The Power of
One |
I often wonder
why my heart seeks to know you...
Why your energy draws me near?
I often wonder why my eyes see through you...
Why your soul is filled with fear?
I often wonder why my hand reaches for you...
When there is no hand reaching back-
I often wonder why my words speak to you...
When my voice can barely crack-
A Message to your Head...
A Letter to your Heart...
That I am your beginning...
I am where your Life will start.
For Inside me lies a treasure of truth
A Message for you, from above...
That the only thing Real that exists in this world
Is Faith...is Hope...is Love.
All of your life you have searched for your treasure
Up mountains, on land, and in sea.
All of your life, while you have been searching...
What you've been really searching for, is me.
By Loving me
My Acceptance will show
How one Single Love
Will Allow you to Grow.
For I know your Power.
I know your Seed.
I know your Potential.
I know what you Need.
I will give you my Understanding,
When your Comprehension is Bleak.
I will give you my Courage,
When your Strength becomes Weak.
I will give you my Encouragement,
When your Patience is Expired.
I will give you my Love,
When your Soul grows Tired.
I am your Beginning...
And I will be your End.
I am your First Follower.
I am your First True Friend.
I will Raise you Up
So that you may Finally See...
The Might of your Mission.
The Man you were Meant to Be.
The Endless Road
I wrote this poem in 1996 when I was 16 years old. In highschool, I was very reticent and was very 'curious' as to why people acted the way they did. I fondly remember reading psychology books during lunch time to satiate my thirst for that knowledge.
Living in a body of a teenager, I don't know much I can do...
I want to be more independent. I want to be me, not you.
Trying hard to be accepted, vigorously I compete.
Admiring every pretty face…that I have come to meet
It's hard to look around…and there's no where you can go?
Sometimes I wonder, what's there in life? Why doesn't anyone know?
Confused and depressed…in my mind I begin a war.
I always receive, I never give…yet I still yearn for ‘something more;
I don't know where I'm going, I don't know what I want.
Everywhere I seem to go, my dreams are there to flaunt.
But there's something in my mind, something I'm sure I know...
No matter how much life slows me down, it just goes and goes...
Life doesn't seem to stop, especially not for me-
Sometimes I think it's going to fast…no time to look and see-
I learn as I grow older, I learn and wonder throughout…
Should I take my own direction? Or follow other people's route?
I don't know what to look forward to, what is there I haven't got.
I don't want to be a follower…I don't want to be something I'm not.
I want to be remember, I want to leave my name.
I want to have friends, I want to be loved, I want to grow and have fame.
There are so many things I want to do in this life, so much I want to say-
Yet we can't predict, just carry on, and live each given day.
Living in a body of a teenager…I don't know what much I can do-
I hope someplace, somewhere out there..someone just somebody knew..
Yet still I follow that rainbow…searching for that gold.
Still I walk and I wonder…following this Endless Road.
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Your Life Seed.
I titled it "Your Life Seed" because I often discuss cause and effect. Everything that comes into fruition, stems from a single, creative thought. Thus we are all created in a form of a seed, we blossom into being and we fall back into dust. That is life. Written on August 29, 2007
I have a fire in my belly
and a passion in my heart.
I have a quest for new beginnings
and a reason now to start.
For life begins with passion
Life begins with a seed
Life begins with a purpose
Life begins with a need
We are all called for reason
Our God gives us elect
To bring forth a promise
A truth we must effect
I am but a simple girl
I don't have too much
Yet what I have is undefinable
What I have is just enough...
I know I'll face failure
I know I'll feel doubt
I know I'll witness threat
I know I'll oneday pout
Yet I am strengthened by my faith
I am driven by my love
I am focused on a route
When lost I'll look above
For you and I are sheep
Still searching for our guide
Learning through each moment
Yet often seeking things outside
...I ask we look within
I pray we seek inside
I hope we find our strength
To become - what we all hide.
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We must assert the truth
....the truth within our kin
We must confess that we alike
...that we alike all sin
We must realize that love
...that Love begins with trust
We must manifest the God
The God within.... us. |
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Kids are our Future.
This is our new generation of Americans: my Nephew and Niece: Tahjai
and Danielle Ringo. |
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Copyright
© 2005 Maria Kang. All Rights Reserved. |
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