September 29, 2008 These days have been some of the slowest days of my life. I don’t write much anymore (hence my lack of journal entries). I hardly read. Each day I keep occupied by work activities and chores. I visit with friends, workout and walk my dog. Yet, regardless of what I do – I know that right now I’m having a very hard transitioning to the woman I’m going to become in the next few months. In my…
Breathing dark air.
September 19, 2008September 18, 2008 It is 5:59am and the sun is getting ready to light up the sky. Thirty minutes before finally opening up my laptop, I was laying in bed wishing the darkest part of the night would last hours longer. When I am melancholic, nights are the only times I feel hidden, almost protected, in a world of light where I can see all my flaws, fears and failures. I’ve also enjoyed this time of day as it reminds…
good intentions.
September 2, 2008September 2, 2008 As I lay in bed, almost every morning, I spend some time feeling the baby kick inside of me. In the beginning, they were soft, little thumps, however, this past week, they have felt a bit more forceful. My belly has gotten a little bigger, but I still don’t feel like Ive totally popped yet. My stamina has gone up though and last week, I actually felt a tremendous urge to go sprinting outside.so I did. This…